Sunshin3

Old boy did a freudian slip last night.

He may not have been aware but it was enough to give me an insight to the decision that he wanted to make.

I just want to tell you that i am sorry.

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home waiting for me
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there

Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to have been with you

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that i put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too slow
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way