Sunshin3

I sat on Old boy’s lap while he recited the apologies that came with my entry below. The events that have happened of late, wasn’t his fault because I may have forced him into a corner unknowingly.

It’s painful knowing that he’s not sleeping well.

It’s painful knowing that he’s having a difficult time too.

It’s painful knowing that no matter what, he still loves me and cares for me deeply.

My worst fear has always been that Old boy is only here for a season of my life.

I dare not imagine how life would be like without him by my side. But if that happens, I know that I will still have to move on.

I cannot learn to love a person less.

I can only learn to love him more.