Sunshin3

It’s not exactly a great day when the first thing you do in the office is to kill a cockroach that had probably been running around your table the past few days.

For some strange reason, we had an intense discussion over a matter which we had both discussed previously.

And essentially, i realised that behind the intensity was a plea. That he needed me more than anything else to help him cope with the increasing amount of work.

But i am stunted for now.

I must admit i must have been sleeping not to examine the rationality of the situation like a lawyer and i do wonder now, that when he’s away clearing his exams, would i be able to survive without him?

Because when he’s away, it means that i have to take over his tasks. With everyone hoping and expecting so much out of me, it’s hard to breathe sometimes.

I do love every bit of this job, despite the long hours and irresponsive counsels. Perhaps He is right.

I do really need to grow up even faster.