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The mere sound of the word ‘oncology’ is enough to strike fear in the hearts of many. Tomorrow is my scheduled appointment with the oncologist. As much as work is the excuse, i guess the main reason for the hesitation is the fear of finding out the truth.

Perhaps, in the process, i have encountered and heard of stories of men and women, God-fearing alike, who ask Him why them when things do not go their way. Yet what pains me is the reasoning behind, the thought process that they have on their quest to find out the answers.

Doing good deeds or volunteering for church activities will not give you the jailfree card that the Monopoly games have.

Just the other day, my colleagues and i were discussing about Him. Ironic as it seems, the women in my workplace all have relationship issues while the men appear to be pretty henpacked. But that aside, with the confessions, came the knowledge that the Church of present had lost its grounding and has become too commercialized.

Faith? Do you really understand what is faith or have you become like the masses, who interpret faith to be as logical as a mathematical equation? I know there is God, therefore, i have faith?

As i reflect, i feel for certain that i have stopped growing, i have stopped caring and it is evident from the present relationships that i have. I know no more than how to salvage a relationship now than perhaps 2 years back. Books of knowledge have helped me thus far but i need more.

And the best source?

You and i both know the answer.

Despite a two week earlier release for the Dark Knight, the cinema was packed.

The theme was sombre, the movie was mature and the humor was well, dark. It’s not a kid’s movie for sure and i think all would agree that Heath Ledger was convincingly twisted.

Unlike the past Batman movies, Dark Knight had a lot more angst than love.

Watch it if you want but be prepared for a really long movie.

For some strange reason this evening, i miss Old boy more. Maybe it was his warm embrace while we shared a moment in the kitchen, or maybe it was the love and effort he put in cooking for me, or maybe it’s the washed shirts that still have his scent on them.

I can’t really explain why or how but just, i miss him alot.

Never ever get the Mario and Sonic Olympic Games edition if you are a noob at the Wii.

After two hours of intense tummyaches from laughter, i have come to the conclusion that I really sucked at playing the Wii. But i have to admit, the whole interface is damn cool.

Probably the only thing that was slightly frustrating was the sensor but well, maybe it’s thy player itself.

With the stress of the everyday activities, coupled with the lack of sleep, I know you are trying your best not to be irritable and frustrated.

Because of you, everything was possible.

Thank you.

For your time, for your efforts,
For your love and forgiveness.

Of all places, in the office.

Talk about benefits…

She calls out to the man on the street
“Sir, can you help me?
It’s cold and I’ve nowhere to sleep,
Is there somewhere you can tell me?”

He walks on, doesn’t look back
He pretends he can’t hear her
Starts to whistle as he crosses the street
Seems embarrassed to be there

Oh think twice, it’s another day for
You and me in paradise
Oh think twice, it’s just another day for you,
You and me in paradise

She calls out to the man on the street
He can see she’s been crying
She’s got blisters on the soles of her feet
Can’t walk but she’s trying

Oh think twice…

Oh lord, is there nothing more anybody can do
Oh lord, there must be something you can say

You can tell from the lines on her face
You can see that she’s been there
Probably been moved on from every place
‘Cos she didn’t fit in there

Oh think twice…