Sunshin3

The mere sound of the word ‘oncology’ is enough to strike fear in the hearts of many. Tomorrow is my scheduled appointment with the oncologist. As much as work is the excuse, i guess the main reason for the hesitation is the fear of finding out the truth.

Perhaps, in the process, i have encountered and heard of stories of men and women, God-fearing alike, who ask Him why them when things do not go their way. Yet what pains me is the reasoning behind, the thought process that they have on their quest to find out the answers.

Doing good deeds or volunteering for church activities will not give you the jailfree card that the Monopoly games have.

Just the other day, my colleagues and i were discussing about Him. Ironic as it seems, the women in my workplace all have relationship issues while the men appear to be pretty henpacked. But that aside, with the confessions, came the knowledge that the Church of present had lost its grounding and has become too commercialized.

Faith? Do you really understand what is faith or have you become like the masses, who interpret faith to be as logical as a mathematical equation? I know there is God, therefore, i have faith?

As i reflect, i feel for certain that i have stopped growing, i have stopped caring and it is evident from the present relationships that i have. I know no more than how to salvage a relationship now than perhaps 2 years back. Books of knowledge have helped me thus far but i need more.

And the best source?

You and i both know the answer.